I hope you are reading this jb thoda sa ap aapni life se free hue hoge after boards, after cuet and everything. And I don’t know ki is time aabhi sab accha chal rha ya nhi pr jis time I am writing this kuch bhi theek nhi chalra it’s 14-02-2026 23:06.

I know Bhumi me bhut weird hu, aapko lga hoga it’s just trauma that’s why me esa hu pr me esa starting se hi hu idk. It’s just I am not made for relationship. Mujhe akele rhna chaiye jitna me overpossesive hu, controlling hu, jealous insaan hu idk me relationship ko ruin krte jara.

Back jb ham relationship me aaye the I just wanted to make your life happier and esi life jo aapko pichle kuch salo se na mili ho and I tried my best. Pr ab it’s just ki mujhe nhi pta aage kese kya krna kya nhi me bhut jealous hu and to keep you happy I have to leave you. I don’t think I’m capable of even managing this relationship and yes you were right ki aapko phle hi pta ho jana chaiye tha me esa hu and aapko kyu noi pta chala.

I am sorry ki me aapki expectations ko match nhi kr paya, aab whatever is going mujhe bhi nhi pta kese kya krna and me bhut hi ajeeb insaan hu and mujhe nhi pta ki kya sahi hai kya glt. Meko har chij se dikkat hai revealing kpde, male friends, ldko ke sath dance.

Bhumi by this time shyd ya to hmne already breakup krlia hoga ya to ham us stage pe honge. If hmne already kr rkha hoga to I think it’s best decision you have made in your life. If nhi kra to shyd aabhi tk best decision in your life was to date me.

But me noi hu ya relationship layak I cant control anything me bhut bhut jada ajeeb feel krta hu meko noi pta kesa pr I cant yar.

I am really sorry Bhumi, shyd that’s the only option left with me kyuki chije shyd itni achi nhi jarhi, bhut time nhi gyi hai pr aab when everything is coming out pichle 2 sal se comfort zone me tha me school tha sab theek tha pr collage aate hi everything will change and I am worst at changing environment.

Mujhe nhi psnd changing chije idk yar and breakup not because I think you are wrong pr me bs khud ko nhi smjha parha ki whats right whats wrong, revealing kpde ek bhut bdi chij hai idk Bhumi.

I just want you to know ki I love you and I’ll always love you pr relationship me I am too bad jitna me aapki life me accha contribute kr skta tha I did but aab jb your life is thodi better, you’ll meet new people aab aapke pas acche friends bhi hai to aab jb meko lgta ki me life bigadne me jada contribute kr rha to meko lgta hme breakup krlena chaiye.

Its not because I lost interest ya meko kisi aur ko date krna ik you’re the best and jitna acche you were utna to kbhi I’ll never get in life. I don’t think you deserve better, you deserve someone jo aapko understand kre kyuki vhi me nhi kr paya shyd.

Bhumi you’ll break for a while pr long term ke lie yahi best hai, I don’t want to risk your life. Mujhe lgta I am just good as a person pr not as a boyfriend. I tried to change pr merese nhi ho payega yar.

Idk meko lgta me jo sochta vo theek hai kbhi kbhi ya fer meko esa lgta ki I’ll share you ya meko esa lgta ki koi aur will see your in revealing clothes idk its just ki jin usme meko pics milti thi which we consider special ab that’s normal idk yar.

I just want to say you’re my best part of life and maybe for you too I’ll be best part of life shyd pr best worse me na convert hojaye usse phle I’ll consider to go. I should improve myself but idk kb hoga, and I wont risk your future.

Its just either ham relationship me rhe and you do whatever you want jisse I’ll feel ajeeb but you’ll be happy pr sometime vo chij relationship me impact kregi and... or the second way is me bs dur hojau aapse.

This website will exist hmesha here maybe in future me yaha hmari koi memories daldu ya whatever I feel like updating so maybe you can keep a check.